Well, my parents are noticing my small week of mellowness.

I say mellowness, because I'm not really depressed - just feeling ughz because there's no paying work coming in, and I'm watching all of my friends come back with another year of college done, when I wasn't able to get any done at all this year. Sure I took a few classes, but they were really a waste of time since my school wouldn't let me take the ones I needed to take in order to transfer.

It's really impacting me to not have some money coming in, though. I have $2500 in the bank that I have to live on for a year; that's going to be fun. And I haven't even paid my bills yet. At this point I'm probably going to look into getting some retail work, or becoming a tutor, or something, because I'll admit that I feel pretty worthless when I'm not doing something. That's how I've felt this week, to be honest; stuck. I don't want to be here in Vegas my entire life. And everyone's busy with their own friends and their own lives, and I find myself stuck in the house quite a bit; the one time someone asked me to go out somewhere, I had a stomach flu.

So I'm probably going to start applying at retail jobs; I need to get out of the house and doing things. I feel horrible just sitting around day in and day out; it's not my personality.

Meh... time to update my resume.